bernad, he's my brother.

So, this story is about my brother. 

Today, he just passed all the selection phases to become an army. Tomorrow he will move to Padang and will study there for, I don't know for how long.

It's not easy. I may say, It's really difficult!! I saw how hard he tried, from one test to another test. There were a lot of tests. He failed 3 times. 3 TIMES!!! I remember at the time, after 3 times failures, he started to give up. Almost gave up. He cried when mom asked him to try for the last. I mean, the fourth. He said, "I don't want it anymore. I am so tired of the fucking tests. I want to do something else. I will wait a few months to enter university. I wanna go to college. No more army things!!"

Mom didn't give up. She said,  after this last one, all is up to him. He could do everything he wanted to do. Mom would just agree *with terms and conditions*.

So, he tried it. For mom, of course. And today he did it. His motivation was only mom. But I know, as the time goes by, in his deepest hard, he truly want this and he will do best to finish this.

Good luck!!!

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