Dear W,
2 Years now.
We've been together for two years. We're in the same city. We visit each other. You've came to my home, met my T and N, talked with them. Hang out with my friends. Accompanied me to my best friend's wedding. Ate everywhere we wanted. You picked me up from work. We did a lot together. Holding hand, kiss, hug. The good things we did is totally awesome.
However, there were also bunch of things that pissed me off. Or things I did drove you crazy. Fighting, yelling, tears, silent and arguing which mostly ended up by me appologizing. I've changed a lot. Have you?
As you already knew, I have a crush on you since elementary school. Finally having you as my boyfriend is like WOOW, life's wonderful. Could I freeze the moment and live in it forever? Lol. Until now, I still like you. you are nice and such a laugh. Smart and able to do various stuffs. You didn't mind helping me cooking or watering the plants or even washing some dishes. You helped me chopping my garlic. Rubbing my back when I was in my period pain was so relaxing. Or saying, "can we switch place?"
Now we are getting to more serious talk. Future. FYI, it scares me. Getting married, building home together, having kid(s), etc. Family keep asking where will be the day. It is too much. Please do not get married too soon. We are still have other things to do right? Do you think we're really ready for it? Don't you wanna travel somewhere? Ah ya, you don't really like it. School? How about school? You don't want it anymore?
Please, let us do things we wanna do before the " I do" time. Let's make a lot of plans and do all of it one by one. Don't hurry. Take time thinking all over again before you decide it.
I love you
Yours,
R
