3rd

Saturday, May 16th 2015, 13.47

Dear W,

I just arrived in the office. Yes? Why I work on Saturday? Yup! I know. It is weekend. What kind of Job that makes me leave my comfy bed back home right? Well, I do need to do something. Need to put my eyes on the office maintenance today. 

Another reason? Haaha, I know you know me. So, yes. It is not the only reason and it's not strong enough actually. I need to keep my mind, my body and my heart busy. My whole system needs to be distracted from you. 

Yesterday as I told you I met B and I. You know what happened? of course, what else? yes, I cried. Cried again. But I guess that would be the last time. I run out of tears. Lol. My eyes were in pain. My heart? Oh please, don't ask. After that talk with them, I am sure you will be back. I'll be waiting.

This morning, I woke up at 7.30. I was sitting on the toilet, thinking, about your message, when suddenly my Grandma screamed on Hole. Fortunately Hole was escaping and it would be a bad thing for anyone who doesn't know him. He scares people and barks on everything. So, I run and chased him. It took about 45 minutes. Bravo! time's spent very well.

Umm, message? what kind of message? your message honey.

 "Sleep well R" 

When I read it this early morning, I was happy yet sad and confused. You said that we better not to contact each other unless there is a very important thing, so reminding me to sleep well is very important to you. That made my day! 
I did want to reply it. So I spontaneously typed

 "I miss you W" 

But then I read again and decided to turned off my phone. And the message saved as a draft until now. I do missing you, but I need to respect our deal. I can't help it. You're killing me.

W,

What are you doing now? I miss you baby. I do. 
Don't forget to come back, OK?


Yours,

R.